On the day
six months ago, the silence of my heart made all full of tears among the living
souls around me. Though I have only walked round the sun ten and eight times.
And I don't know how many times the moon has encircled me but yet I am unknown
about the secrets of my life neither I had known the hidden things behind those
darkness.
I have
known with the first meeting that my spirit will be your companion for
countless ages, and that yours first glance was not, in truth, the first
glances as you mean a world to me and I was infact just a stranger to you. I
believed that your prance around me was able to bring back the strength that
god has taken from me. When I flash back my time I realized I had walked
excluding ten years of my entire life with you and with the earth and the moon
and the sun and the planets around the universal law. I tried my best to
provide you a good memory to remember but those beautiful eyes couldn't see nor
could find me because you were acting on your own life and I was busy with my
own times.
O you, who
lives in the palace, before whom heads are bowed and whose name I fear to
pronounce. My heart didn’t know who you were before it started liking you and
started beating for you. But now, I knew you were a daughter of foreign land
and my tribe will not understand that. I blamed my heart and complained myself
but couldn't draw away alive for you from my heart. I realized you hade.
Captivated my heart which was wandering in freedom till yesterday and I had
become your prisoner and my crime is to love you but yet you haven't figure out
my love.
I don't
know the enact venue but I could clearly remember the message I got. I was
asked to be in the park behind the palace on time. I didn't know who sent it. The
tome now was before me, with slight happiness and lots of tear, I moved my leg
towards the palace. The evening was getting dark as the sun was lighting the
golden rays on the ground, the birds were flying to their nests, and the
couples were returning their home. I could feel those cold winds blowing
towards me.
Then you
appeared dragging the end of your dress on the grass behind the hedge. I knew
down seeing you. You stopped me and kept your soft hand on my head. I looked at
you and wished to speak but no wards came in my mouth. then you hugged me and
kissed me on my lips and told:
"I have seen you in my dream many times and looked upon
your face in my loneliness. You are my spirits companion. I have come here
secretly, to meet you and behold you in my arms but I am afraid that your tribe
pride will know about us. So, lets us go to far place away from the mankind
where no one will discover us."
Exactly six
month ago from the present day two human skeletons were discovered. When love
had joined us there were many hands to make us part but now, death has taken us
and there is none to bring us back.
-Dipesh Budhathoki.
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