LOVE...(song)

I LOVE HER

LOVE HER

MY LOVE ON A HER

MY LOVE TO THAT GIRL

WHOM I SAW IN THAT TEAMING TOWN,

IN THAT CROWDED PLACE,

IN THAT BLETCHLEY ROAD.

I LOVE HER

LOVE HER

MY LOVE ON A HER

SHE IS AN ANGEL, ANGEL, ANGEL FOR ME

SHE IS SO GORGEOUS,

HER LIFE IS PRECIOUS,

SHE IS SO CUTE, CUTE, CUTE FOR ME

SHE IS SO SWEET FOR ME

TO GET HER

I CAN BE ON A PAIN

 IT’S ALL OF 
MY TRUE LOVE ON A HER

I LOVE HER

LOVE HER

MY LOVE ON A HER……

                                     -DIPESH BUDHATHOKI

Missing You I Died (poem)

                                                                                                   -DIPESH BUHHATHOKI.

We walked happily and freely till the battlefield was found,

We continued to walk silently, carefully without any sound.

Suddenly I heard the firing from the opponent side,

Without thinking about my life I went towards them to fight.

The battle was very frecious between the two troops,

The sound seemed very terrible not less than hoots.

Some lost their hands, some legs, almost all were dead,

Seeing such a scene, fight more bravely my heart said.

Someone made me target, the bullet hit on my right leg,

I requested the god to send someone for my sake.

I saw a side and saw my friend who was seriously injured,

But beside him at least there was someone to help.

 

All went taking  dear ones, the place became peace,

I hope my dear one will come to help me but I missed.

All my hope and request I prayed to god gone in vain,

I heard the sound of thunder slowly it started to rain.

Raining heavily everywhere, weather was getting bad,

Missing my love every moment, I was very very sad.

Only me and other move less bodies were left behind,

There was no helping hands for me that I could find.

I must be very proud of victory instead I was feared,

Dragging leg I walked but seeing no one I got scared.

I wanted to meet her and express my love of inner heart,

It was almost impossible as she was very far and apart.

I made my way to her but unluckily I slipped and fell,
I was now a useless boat which couldn't be sailed.

Blood was  out, I was unable to raise even my head,

Missing my love, heart, I got senseless and lastly died.

FRIENDSHIP (free writing)

Friendship is a feeling of love and affection of one person for another. This feeling of love must be reciprocated. Otherwise friendship cannot be possible. Friendship does not exist where tastes, feelings and sentiments are not similar.

The famous essayist Bacon has warned against the friendship between a very rich person and a very poor person. Economic disparity damages friendship. Thus friendship is a feeling of affection between two like minded persons of uniform status.

It is said that a friend in need is a friend in deed. There may be many friends at the time of prosperity. But most of them desert at the time of adversity. We can examine the sincerity of a friend during our time of hardship and trouble. Only a sincere and faithful friend remains with us at the time of our trouble. All others leave us. It is very painful when our friends turn traitors.

Money is an enemy of friendship. Everybody has an attraction for money. When lending or borrowing of money is done between two friends, there is great risk. Friendship may be affected. So it is wise for true friends to avoid monetary transaction. Vanity is another element which breaks friendship. Everybody has self-respect. When a person tries to criticise his friend, their friendship is affected. So friendship must be treated very delicately.

Very often some hypocrites pretend to be friends. They are more dangerous than avowed enemies. By telling soft words they bring enormous ruin to us. A true friend never exploits. He rather surrenders. But at present, the meaning of friendship has changed.

There are many fair-weathered friends. They terminate their friendly tie as soon as their interests are fulfilled. It is very difficult to find a true friend today. It is better to establish true friendship with either a dog or an elephant. Both these beasts will remain faithful to their human friends. Today, friendship between two persons is short-lived.

Good friends exercise good influence. They always help their friends, in distress and inspire them to walk on the right path. But evil friends ruin us completely.

                                                                                                         -DIPESH BUDHATHOKI

A Letter To You.

Dear person who is going through a hard time,

I have no idea who you are. We could be best friends, enemies, lovers, acquaintances, or old lab partners. Whoever you are listen up. 

You’re going though a rough time in your life, and there is no one there to listen. Your boyfriend dumped you. You dumped your boyfriend . Your dad is leaving. Your mom has passed away. The girl you like hooked up with your best friend. You’re scared. You’re nervous. You’re moving away. The one you love is moving away. No one is around to tell you that everything is going to be okay, but no worries. I will be that person.

This goes to everyone who is having a terrible time. To everyone that doesn’t have anyone to talk to besides their meaningless blog and little brother who clearly is not paying any attention. To everyone who has lost hope in a matter of minutes, days, months, years. To everyone who is suffering from whatever may be wrong, we’re not alone! No one is completely alone. There is always someone who will listen to our sorrows. Time to let it out.Time to explain what’s going on, because we can make our lives better. We can make a change in our lifestyle. We can either look on the bright side or live it. Instead of hoping things will look up, why don’t we make it?

Make them listen. Forget the girlfriend. Try to understand what your parents are going through and be there for the person who isn’t leaving. May she rest in peace, but may you continue to be alive. Screw her and your best friend, and find people who won’t screw you over like that. Break the fear. Keep your head high. You’ll make new friends, take it as an experience. Keep in touch everyday and it’s like they never left. Tell yourself everything is going to be okay. 

We ourselves have the power to make our own lives better. We can make ourselves move on. We can comfort ourselves if no one else can. We all will get through our burdens. Unless we are holding ourselves back.

Sincerly,

Dipesh (Relation as you wish)

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Name DIPESH BUDHATHOKI

• • Studied at Sam
  • Past: Sainik Awasiya Mahavidhyalaya, Pokhara 
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  • Lives in Kathmandu, Nepal
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  • From Kathmandu, Nepal
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  • In a relationship with bachaa
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  • E-mail dipesh1092@yahoo.com

STORY AFTER THE END……………..

                 On the day six months ago, the silence of my heart made all full of tears among the living souls around me. Though I have only walked round the sun ten and eight times. And I don't know how many times the moon has encircled me but yet I am unknown about the secrets of my life neither I had known the hidden things behind those darkness.

            I have known with the first meeting that my spirit will be your companion for countless ages, and that yours first glance was not, in truth, the first glances as you mean a world to me and I was infact just a stranger to you. I believed that your prance around me was able to bring back the strength that god has taken from me. When I flash back my time I realized I had walked excluding ten years of my entire life with you and with the earth and the moon and the sun and the planets around the universal law. I tried my best to provide you a good memory to remember but those beautiful eyes couldn't see nor could find me because you were acting on your own life and I was busy with my own times.

            O you, who lives in the palace, before whom heads are bowed and whose name I fear to pronounce. My heart didn’t know who you were before it started liking you and started beating for you. But now, I knew you were a daughter of foreign land and my tribe will not understand that. I blamed my heart and complained myself but couldn't draw away alive for you from my heart. I realized you hade. Captivated my heart which was wandering in freedom till yesterday and I had become your prisoner and my crime is to love you but yet you haven't figure out my love.

            I don't know the enact venue but I could clearly remember the message I got. I was asked to be in the park behind the palace on time. I didn't know who sent it. The tome now was before me, with slight happiness and lots of tear, I moved my leg towards the palace. The evening was getting dark as the sun was lighting the golden rays on the ground, the birds were flying to their nests, and the couples were returning their home. I could feel those cold winds blowing towards me.

            Then you appeared dragging the end of your dress on the grass behind the hedge. I knew down seeing you. You stopped me and kept your soft hand on my head. I looked at you and wished to speak but no wards came in my mouth. then you hugged me and kissed me on my lips and told:

"I have seen you in my dream many times and looked upon your face in my loneliness. You are my spirits companion. I have come here secretly, to meet you and behold you in my arms but I am afraid that your tribe pride will know about us. So, lets us go to far place away from the mankind where no one will discover us."

            Exactly six month ago from the present day two human skeletons were discovered. When love had joined us there were many hands to make us part but now, death has taken us and there is none to bring us back.    

  

                                                                                                   -Dipesh Budhathoki.